heh...yeah..so today was cool, except for the whole nervous thing....im freaking out, over nothing.my whole family from my dad's side called and said to take lots of pics and everything, some called and told me that...and i didnt even know they knew i was leaving tomorrow. but hey...its cool.well, i wanted to tell you guys i love you all, and happy ( Read more... )

i love no sleeping, maybe i should become a professional insomniac, as like a part- time job or something...cause i cant sleep anymore. i've gotten about a whole 7 hours of sleep in the last 2 days...and i still can sleep...blah, stupid germany trip. i did ATTEMPT, BEING THE KEY WORD, to pack...i found out that i have alot of crap to take with me ( Read more... )

god...only one more day..one more day...i wish i didnt have to go tomorrow. oh well. my moms making me pick up lunch for my sister tomorrow, yay, not...i did okay on the finals...theyre really boring. i got alot more comments on the last entry than i thought i would, dunno why. i met 2 people today, they are pretty cool...then i played hackysack ( Read more... )

if you could choose not to feel the one moment in your life not to feel what you did, would you? would you choose to endure the pain, or would you choose not to? why do you think you chose the reason you did?

ello...today AT SCHOOL was good. when i got home it kinda sucked. kinda in a way. i found out my mom will be able to go to the airport with me, also, yay! my sister concert was okay, shes having a mental break down so i am trying to help her. i figured out that when she's really upset that she talks really fast so i couldn't understand. go figure ( Read more... )

exactly 2 weeks till we leave...a week and a half of school left. found out my mom might not be able to make to the airport when i have to leave. and my dad has to try to go is what my mom said. i need to get my hair cut/trimmed, and i want ot get it dyed to...i have no idea what colour though...i dunno. really bored right now...i have to get ( Read more... )

yeah, i know, 2 entries in one day. weird, i know. reading some of the new entries made me realize something...there really is only about a week, or week and a half left of school...thats like.. wow. ill be a junior, its like where did all the time go. lol, i still need to know what i want to do where i grow up. all the froshies on here, hang in ( Read more... )

havent updated in a while...nothing really to update though. umm...i still have lots of hw to do still which sucks, cause i feel like crap. last night, i went to the play it was pretty goood, got to hang out with everyone. went to donatos after that with emily, heather, rick, brian, and will. it was pretty cool. i couldnt beleive my rents let me ( Read more... )

Open Your Eyes ( Read more... )

well...its wednesday. almost there only tomorrow, for this week, thank god...you know. today this kid that i talked to asked again if i was really atheist. and he was like really? lol, and i was like yes. and hes like wow, ive never met an atheist before. and i was like okay cool. then he was like wait, that means you dont beleive in anything, ( Read more... )