church, blah, and jessica's house...

[troglodyte1]

My day was, overall, good. I slept in as usual. Laura called me and asked me if I wanted to go see that movie, but I couldn't cause I was stuck at home waiting for the water guy to come. Erika spent the night last night, so when I woke up we both hung out. Finally around 3:30 the water guy came! Yay! Now we have a alhambra water cooler! Then

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[ladybelmont]

hey jackie i dont want to hurt you i dont want to her anyone so i turn it around on me , im really not in a good place.i tried calling you last night cuzz u said if i thought about it to call but your phone just went to the voice mail. ted came over my house today when no one was home ,we did it. afterwards it made me feel worse though ,im trying to do all these things to make myself happy and it just not working. i was listening to nobodys home and that song describes everything right now.its crazy i made ted listen to it and he just looked at me a gave me a hug. we were at the park. then he came over ,we shouldnt of. i wanted to afterwards because i felt shitty.but i didnt. im sorry to put you through this i thought that you knew from my journal but i guess i didnt hint enough. jackie im so sorry that youve had to put up with this stuff for so long.and i hate that it upsets you and im really sorry.im sorry.