well, yesterday was just amazing.  boston is the best city ever, i bought a new cd like i do every year...and WE GOT FIRST PLACE AT THE FESTIVAL! ok, this hasn't happened before.  and there were other years of whs that hear about being so amazing and they didn't even score as high, i just can't imagine we are one of the whs bands that will be ( Read more... )

sick of being depressed. wish i could take back so much. i really don't know what to do with myself anymore. :( why am i so fucking dependent?!

i just wish i could like myself for once...

trying to be optimistic.

don't think i can be.

i need to figure out what i really want cuz i sure have confused the hell out of myself.

jazz 1 went to umass yesterday.  clinic was awesome.  we played and did good.  we got picked to open for dave holland concert.  then the concert was amazing.  just an overall really good day.

right now i'm feeling a lot more cheered up than i have lately.  things are looking up and i'm glad.

<3

i feel...empty inside.

went to the webster last night.  saw murder by death, the bled, and poison the well!  we got lost on the way and got there late but still got pretty much in the front.  me and yunie were like able to touch the barrier but this really tall guy was in front of us and wouldn't budge.  yunie got in the front for like the last song. it was soo good.  ( Read more... )

this is me driving all the way to old lyme and back by myself bizatch! i saw my meggles.  we went to the mall and we definately only bought food and nothing else.  so we are fat.  and we decided i have a big butt, which isn't true but we'll pretend since meghan's the one with the real ghetto booty.  we watched bedazzled on tv and i personally think ( Read more... )

friday the 13. saw two black cats but they are mine. i got two flowers from my valentines laura and lauryn. i was happy. then the second part of the day was kinda bad/emotional. then things kinda worked out and i went to the gym with rob with one of my free passes. i love lifting weights there. maybe it's cuz i'm weak and have light weights ( Read more... )

pretty good weekend. friday off, which is good cuz i have lots of things that i was gonna fail on friday. now i will just fail them tomorrow on monday. friday night went to lauras. we played old school mario and sang our little hearts out on her truely awesome karioke machine ( Read more... )