i think nathaniel and i just had our first "real" fight.
ugh... it made me feel icky... and really tired.

i don't wanna do that again.

So much to do today it seems like.

-thoroughly clean my house
-get the kitties food & litter
-get money from el banco
-laundry... so much laundry

Think I'll knock the food/litter thing out first since it's the easiest task.

Nathaniel comes into town early tomorrow morning. My excitedness levels are off the charts.

I think I just hit the Taco Bell lottery ( Read more... )

I'm bored, and I can barely put together a coherent thought.
My cat had babies. Five squealing babies. All over the floor.
What a mess.
I have to waste my day away tomorrow at the D-M-V.
Not looking forward to it... lots of money will be given to those bastards.
Owning a truck is turning out to be pretty hellish.

My head hurts.

Damnit. I just accidentally closed my browser and said good-bye to all that I had written here. And it was astounding, let me tell you. I'm not going to try to recreate it, but I'll list the meat and potatoes for you. Mmm... potatoes ( Read more... )

I don't know when you'll read this. Probably when you're already here, but that's okay. Being alone so much has really given me a lot of time to think... about a lot of different things. Most of the time I'm better at writing things down than actually saying them, so I hope you don't mind ( Read more... )

Truly - Blue Flame Ford
I cannot find this song ANYWHERE.

I absolutely hate that Nathaniel is in Whittier for the summer ( Read more... )

Things are bad.

So much is going on that is out of my control. There's nothing I can do. I feel so helpless.

I did manage to crack a smile in the grocery store, as two little girls (being pushed in the basket of a shopping cart), sang in unison "Ninety-nine cents a pound!" over and over to the tune of "Another one bites the dust".

"Hallelujah" by Rufus Wainwright always makes my head tingle and my eyes tear.
I'm pretty sure that's a good thing.