WiLL iT EvEr GeT BeTtEr?

[tropical_kizz]

I'm SOOOO sad right now...more sad than I think I've ever been in my life. I've had the shittiest 3 weeks imaginable. First, my stepdad and brother got in a car accident, brother broke his arm and got pretty banged up and my stepdad got hurt even worse. He died of internal bleeding later that week. Was HELL. Chris was at his parent's house and

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[holy_cats]

hey, I'm really, really sorry for your loss.
And about your fiance... sometimes people have a hard time dealing with death, they don't really know what's the right thing to say or do, and maybe he loves you so much that it hurts him to see you hurting! And even though it's dumb, he copes by avoiding it all together. Or maybe he just doesn't really understand how crappy you feel. I bet if you told him everything you just said here, he'd understand.
Feel better, and time heals all wounds. Truly.
♥

[tropical_kizz]

hey, thanks for that. i know he loves me so much that it hurts him to see me hurting, and that really makes sense to me. i have told him how i feel, and he understands, but i'm so spoiled with his time that it sux when i'm not with him...especially now...haha. i'm just used to him being there for me through EVERYTHING and it just hurt when he said he couldn't be there. it'll be fine though, once i get over this emotional breakdown and things are back to normal again. and you're right...just need time. :)
♥

[holy_cats]

hey, I know how you feel, my boyfriend is away for two weeks and four days!!! ack!
And we spend everyday together. It's so hard! I really shouldn't be so dependant on him.... Anyway,
If I can make it, you can make it! lol

[tropical_kizz]

haha yeah you're right! sad girlfriends united! lol