people say life isnt easy but i had no clue it would be this hard....here i go again i cant take this anymore....

ok so im hoping all of you wonderful people can help me....i need to get out and have fun so i can quit worrying about certain things...we have this entire week coming up off and i need some plans...please leave me comments with ideas on what i can do...i will love you forever...thank you that is all

rent is playing at the dollar show im a loser and havent seen it yet.... who wants to go with me....i will love you forever....

snoball= a pretty amazing night...i love getting all dressed up and then having people tell me i look beautiful it makes me so happy....

i am getting really bad at updating this thing.... i just really dont seem to have time anymore. O well i have time now so here it goes ( Read more... )

so ive decided to make a new years resolution this year and no matter how hard it is for me i am going to stick to it. I am done letting people control my life. If they want to bring themselves down good for them im not going to let them drag me down too. I love how for like the past 2 months ive been all messed up all because of 2 peoples ( Read more... )

a lot has been going on lately... I wish i could say that all of it has been good but unfortunatly it hasnt. I've really messed some things up lately and yet now there is nothing i can do about any of it. Some of you know all that has been going on others dont. either way it doesnt matter anymore cuz im done...im just done caring about anything ( Read more... )

i cant take this anymore....

so as most of you all know its the time where wnic plays christmas music for the next 2 months. starbucks goes to the red cups, and everyone else starts putting up christmas lights. soon we will be decorating tress and having dinners with family. and i pose a challange, to not only better you, but better others. becuase this season is all about ( Read more... )

i will NEVER understand anything that happens in this world....

My world is falling apart....and there is nothing i can do to stop it and that scared me tremendously....Why are things so hard...and why do i never understand anything that happens to me. For once i wish my life would just make sense. I have no clue what to even do anymore.