Wow. Two posts in one day. It must be a really sucky day ( Read more... )

 So it seems like I only get on here when I need to vent. I apologize. I just always need to get out my frustrations and this seems like an avid place to do that.

I'd like to be the person that says that they love school. They love being around everyone. They love furthering their education. But that is furthest from the truth. I often find myself ( Read more... )

It's times like these that you get a reality shock. Why can't we just live in one total reality shock so we aren't so blind sided with things? If we always had a sense of how precious life is, how we shouldn't take things for granted, how we shouldn't argue with or ignore each other...imagine how perfect everything would be ( Read more... )

How do you talk to someone about being a Christian? Yeah...I said it. I go to church virtually every Sunday, participate in a lot of "church" things....and still, I struggle with talking to people about being a Christian. Not about who God is, because I know who God is, so it's easy to talk about. And I know WHAT to say...just not HOW to say it. ( Read more... )

Wow. It's been quite some time since I've posted on here ( Read more... )

I'm not crazy.
But what exactly do you call crazy?
Because, maybe to you I am.
To me, I'm not.
I'm just a little unwell.
It's like that song.
What do you do when you don't want to try anymore?
What happens if you're here at 12:00 and you're doubting 12:05?
This isn't a cry for help.
I'm not asking for your pity.
I want to be better.
I'm trying really hard.
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It snowed today. March 16, 2007. Snow. A lot of it. I wonder when this weather is going to decide what it wants to do for real. I feel like weather. Lost a confused and dependent on the environment. Haha. That was lame. I'm ok with that. I've been spending time with Laura and it makes me smile. She's too cool for life. Sometimes we just argue and ( Read more... )

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Sometimes I feel like I just want to curl up in a ball and cry all day ( Read more... )