Comments | tropiicxoswetii: L3tTiNg Go foReVeR.

tropiicxoswetii

L3tTiNg Go foReVeR.

Jul 07, 2004 19:49

Letting go of my girls so they can be happy is going to be one of the hardest things i will ever have to do. I dont know how im going to do this, but i have to. I don't want them to lose each other, at all. Just thought it would be nice for us all to be friend's. But i guess that can't happen. Even tho im crying my eye's out, those two have taught ( Read more... )

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wow baby.. seantimothyf July 7 2004, 18:54:56 UTC

Kristin, you're the best person i know... I mean, i honestly dont know anyone else who would give up someone they loved soo much, to let them be happy. Your soo kind, n loving, n i just hope they know why you did what you did. I do.. and, baby, its just amazing what you do for people... I love you baby. I'll always be here for you. *muahs*

-Love your guy always n forever shawn timothy *muahs

..remember, when u smile, the world smiles..

Re: wow baby.. tropiicxoswetii July 7 2004, 19:02:04 UTC

Yeah. Thank's. I hope they know why i did what i did to. I can't hurt them anymore. They've just done to much for me to go and hurt um. It kill's me to see them hurting. But maybe it's just me. I'm strong enough to let go. I'll Live Love Hope Dream Die, everything that a normal person does. Just without them. I can still be me, Just might take a while to get to find me again. I don't know. Thank's for being there. I love you so much hunny. And i know.

x3 Kristin Nicole

[ - y O u R - p O s T - ] perfectxoflaw July 8 2004, 10:33:09 UTC

Yeah well I read your journal entries and I ain’t gunna say much about it because of the fact that: 1) I’m in school right now and I don’t have the time or the patience to write everything that I feel right now & 2) I don’t know where to start and I’m not even sure I wanna go there. All I will say is that you should do what you want, and I guess this is your way of dealing with it, but that’s not even what makes me mad. What does make me mad is the fact that *you* were the one who was saying all this stuff about Erin when I was over there and everything else, saying how much you hated her and stuff like that. So yeah, that’s initially what set me off, and that’s why I kept getting quiet, but I didn’t wanna say anything because I didn’t want us fighting or being mad at each other the entire day that we were at your grandma’s house. *Then* you go and tell me online that I don’t care and that I never have, when we all know that’s a straight up lie, and then you say *f-you* to me. Ooh gee thanks, Kristin. This comes from my supposed best ( ... )

Re: [ - y O u R - p O s T - ] tropiicxoswetii July 8 2004, 11:45:46 UTC

Okay first off, i said that i would take all the blame for it all, and second i aint trying to act like the good guy. I know i hurt you and im sorry that. Nothing i do is right either stacy. And not only that but you don't know how much it hurt's for me to be here and try and make everything okay and help you and make things better, but im sick of it too. Im sick of the fight forgive shit too. Im sick of everything. I don't know what you wanna do with your life. But see there you go again, blaming the shit that happened with Erin on me! Her telling me *someone who you call your best friend* to fucking die along with my boyfriend, and oh its okay erin! Bullshit. Im sick of it stacy. Sick of everything. Im sick of being the backup the second person, the one that's there when she leaves, she cuts your forgive her, did i ever cut? No but if i did i would be gone forever, out of your life. Im sorry you love her more than me, but i aint blaming any of this shit on you. I do know how you work, and thats why i gave up stacy, sorry i wanted ( ... )

Re: [ - y O u R - p O s T - ] tropiicxoswetii July 9 2004, 06:57:39 UTC

Oh yeah and not only that having erin IM me and bitch at me because you can't? You want me out of your freindship tell her to stay the fuck outta this fight, its between me and you and not her!!!!! AND dont go telling her to say shit about how online shit sucks.. Hmm kinda saying that about you and jai dont ya think? Oh yeah gotta love how she's sucking up with the screennames and shit.. cant wait to see her next idea. Not only that but dont think you see the shit that she did to you and hurt you and made you cry, hmm stacy im sick of this shit. You want me out of your life for good umhm tell her to stay the fuck outta mine, and that means dont talk to me or shawn or lindsey.. alright? alrite. Well yeah. If you wanna comment back you can but i aint making you. kind sick of everything that happened with us because of the fucking shit erin has just said to me, i thought i was supposed to be your *bestfriend* im starting to wonder if you faked that two, best friends work everything out and dont fight like we do. Whatever Erin's more ( ... )