i honestly do not understand why my mom is the way she is...i mean first she does the worst thing in history of my life and now shes got like a follow up of it? this is lame lame lame i seriously hate her my plan is to put on a "happy" face for her when she comes to counseling with me, figure shit out and leave year and a half and im out of this ( Read more... )

• so i pretty much just hate my parents
• they ruined my weekend and took my car away and made me feel more guilty than ever
• they dont understand me and dont even fucking try they just punish me and dont get down to the core of why i do what i do
• i just want to go outside and lay down in the grass and smoke
• im done i give up

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So we lost last night. Big surprise. Me Liss Abb and Heath had fun though at the game. before we got sobe and after too. and we went to abbs and hung out. #21 came over :: go phil fisher; now the official kicker:: ha. anyways we had lots of fun at abbs house. i stayed the night. tonight=courtney coming ( Read more... )

yet another weekend of non stop fun! friday me abb and liss went to old navy and to get abbs nails done and then later we went to courtneys and then to markys and we went to bloodview. this sweet haunted house like a hour away. maybe longer. heath drove us. it was heath me abb liss in the car. pretty crazy. we had a DP the whole way there and the ( Read more... )

so im not really ashamed to admit this, but i started counseling today. it was pretty cool actually. i mean i usually dont open up to people that much that i dont trust but this lady was pretty sweet. umm i had to work tonight. it was fun. got invited to party by taylor up at kent state. lol uh anyways after i went to swat....42 people were there i ( Read more... )

AND YET GOD KEEPS WORKING AND PROVING HIMSELF TO ME

you people out there

yeah, you

really need to meet this guy

his names JC!

JESUS CHRIST!

yeah yeah! believe it!

I'm STRESSED OUT

let me tell you also that...

GOD is AMAZING in the pure fact that what I prayed for came true. a day later. yeah. believe it. it was EXTREME. and im still shocked. now do i run with it, or do i be a coward like i have been these past few years.

yo yo this was one insane party weekend. which i can post about now i couldnt before b/c sat was a surprise party for someone and i didnt want to risk anything. friday started out with maggie gannons party. it was pimp. we had a DP afterwards by the FB field in the parking lot in the back. then we went to sheetz for a few min. then me and liss went ( Read more... )

and I miss you, don't you miss me
I don't know just where to start
It's like when I'm without you
things just fall apart

does anyone actually read this thing..

words cannot describe how amazing last night was. family force 5 was first, then the elms, jeff anderson, and finally toby mac. it was the most amazingest night of my life. not only was it life altering but it was the most funnest thing everrrr! i met family force 5, met the elms, met jeff anderson, and saw toby mac really close...the line was ( Read more... )