If my computer feel so much as to oblige me, I've decided to take advantage of livejournal to log my experience with our most recent venture in weight-loss/healthy living. It's been an ongoing discussion between Pat and I. One week it's the gym, the next it's weight watchers, then we'll just eat in moderation and get more exercise. All talk. So ( Read more... )

2012 has thus far been an incredibly stressful one. I recall the beginning of the year coming, whilst I neglected to make promises about losing weight and quitting habits, I told myself that this would be a year that I would make changes. This would be the year that I would find my way, and better myself, somehow. Changes, by golly, have come. ( ( Read more... )

Not even in an attempt to be nostalgic and look back on the year past, I searched through many a live journal entry today. Even though I know that the beginning of the year isn't actually anything special, just another night turning to another day, it may serve as an excellent mile marker at which to make reflections.

Today I have realized that I ( Read more... )

I can't contain the anger, frustration. It might not even be that. I am saddenned to the bone that my friend allows herself to be used and abused like this. But I'm so sick of putting up with this shit at the same time. Kick his dumb, money-grubbing, greedy, selfish, cheating ass to the curb and don't look back. It's just that simple. Just that ( Read more... )

I've never been what you would call "put together" emotionally. But I never thought I would fall apart physically, not so young, anyhow. I fear bad news but I can't afford to hear good news. In all reality I can't afford any news ( Read more... )

Still don't know what to do with my life. I guess it would have been easier to stick with college immediately after high school. A much easier transition with much less to contemplate. 
          I have few regrets. A handful, possibly, most of which can be attributed to drunken adolescent stupidity. I imagine we all make the same mistakes ( Read more... )

I wonder for how many more years of my life I will remember to come back to this place where I have for so long told myself the tale of my sorrows and my glee.

And so it seems that friendship means nothing. Everyone, or at least a LOT of people have told me to live my own life, to move past my friendships. They had told me that my friends will move on, that my friends will go to college, move away, never come back . . . . That my friends will move on to bigger and better things and that I will be left in ( Read more... )

i'm alive.

People are just plain friggin' dumb. D-U-M, dumb. I can't say that I rank among the most intelligent out there, but for god's sake can't people just have a little bloddy common sense. Or, for the matter, any sense at all would be much appreciated ( Read more... )