i'm kinda confused as to why i'm not tired right now. i went to bed at 10 am after being more trashed than i ever have been and woke up at 12 feeling fresh ( Read more... )

i'm completely fucked right now.... drunk, speeding, incoherent, demading coherency.. hahahah

i hope you don't look at the time cos you might think i'm a loser. which i am ( Read more... )

yuck, i just got excited cos i remembered something to look forward to and then i forgot what it was. maybe it was a rush of serotonin from the banana hahaha ( Read more... )

i drank stone's with aaron tonight ( Read more... )

i hope you die soon. not literally, just in my head ( Read more... )

everyone's got guilty pleasures right ( Read more... )

i think sleep helps when your anxious or sad cos it passes time. i feel prett ok today. i couldn't be fucked working though. good thing about my job is i don't have to. so i'm gonna sit at my desk and write emails to everyone in my address book and then start my zine ( Read more... )

the weather always reflects my moods when my moods are shit. i remember the first time me and kate had a fucked up fight it was storming like fuck as we screamed crying at milsons point. i remember the day i first fell in love and the sun shining. i remember shields dying and winter coming over the next week... today it's overcast and dead and my ( Read more... )

i had to leave the party. sitting in a room with four lines being snorted in various places, people munching pills, drinking, chopping up, dropping acid, lots of dealing, mindless shit talk with deadhead voices about similar things. some guy comes in with shorts and a t-shirt looking anxious as fuck sweating and drops off a package. how long ago ( Read more... )