wow i got to hang out with matt today!!! *smiles* i love him so much!! hes the koolest person in the world... i havent seen him since april... we jus hung out and talked... man just being with him made me happy... im really goin to miss him... well atleast hes goin to be on my bowling team this year! i think kt might be on my team too... its gunna ( Read more... )

well saturday i spent the night at my g-mas... i got to peel corn!! what fun! i was mostly online tho... i was so bored over there... we watched the butterfly effect and jeepers creepers 2... i stayed up wil bout 12:30 1:00 am... i slept til 10am cuz my g-ma woke me up for breakfast... i didnt eat much cuz im not a big breakfast person and wen i ( Read more... )

wow... well friday kelee came over to castons cuz we were goin to go skating... so we were getting all prettied up and then we left... the whole way there kelee kept saying how nervous she was cuz she was goin to meet brain for the first time... well we got there and we were just sitting around then brian showed up and i was like kelee go talk to ( Read more... )

yah well i havent written in here for a while... dont ask y cuz i dont even know... well friday i was at sk8ing and knoche and tim were there and kris was suppose to be there to see me and then eric foster told me kris wasnt comming so me and caston were hanging out with knoche and tim... we told knoche bout us leaving every week and he sed we ( Read more... )

ok... last night i got online over at milicas and maggie IMed me saying "u can go out wiff kyle now..." i was like wuht???? then kyle IMed me asking me out and i was like IUNNO!! and milica was like GO OUT WIFF HIM!!! GO OUT WIFF HIM!!! and i was like i dont know... then i told her i was goin out wiff kris and she got so mad at me cuz she didnt ( Read more... )

i think me and kris are broken up again... we got into a big fight and he told me how he really feels... i was talking to my sis wen i was on the phone wiff him and he was trying to talk to me wen he knew i was talking to her and then he was like YO BITCH so i hung up on him... im so sick of him calling me names even wen i tell him to stop... he ( Read more... )

i mean either way ill be terrible... with and without him... is love suppose to feel like this? i dont think it is... maybe im not in love... maybe its jus puppy love or whatever... i jus dont know what to do... i mean im goin to highskewl next year and theres gunna be tonz of new ppl to met and maybe ill find some1 better its jus i cant stand ( Read more... )

man o' man... im so fuckin tired... i was suppose to go to michigan city today to go to a beach and the zoo... my parentals woke me up and i got ready but then me and my mom got into it and so i jus decided to stay home... all i seem to do is fuck everything up wen im wiff my family so i jus dont socialize wiff them nemore... i still dont know wuht ( Read more... )

man o' man... kris is confoosing the FUCK outa me... yes we are goin back out *uncertain face* and last night we were talking and he was like... im confoosed... and i was like obut wuht??> and he sed he was confoosed bout us and shit and i said wuhts so confoosing???> and he sed that he didnt know if we should be goin out cuz of wen i cheated on ( Read more... )

yah... well after kris broke ^ wiff me of course he called back asking me out but i told him no not now... he got all pissy at me then... o well... i kinda like kyle and shit but dont wanna ruin nething wiff him and maggie from wuht i did neways... i didnt even know they were goin out and now i feel so bad... *tear* ryan likes her alot i think she ( Read more... )