Brush aside.

[troublednights]

I--am not to sure about keeping myself entertained on the network…but here I am anyway- at the Cyber-Café- since I do not own a computer of my own at home. It’s kind of loud here…so many electronic noises...it’s making that ringing in my ears louder.

I really don’t know what to say…can one be internet shy?

But I suppose typing away here

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[notemotionless]

Get your own computer and you won't have that noise anymore.

You'd be surprised about how many people actually listen.

[troublednights]

That sounds like something that would come out of either a paranoid person or…a thoughtful one.
As for getting a computer of my own…I have no place to put it.

[notemotionless]

I don't think I'm paranoid. Though, who wouldn't be paranoid with what's been going on recently.

Simple. Get a laptop. You can put it anywhere you want.

[troublednights]

Well, some are working to end that paranoia and with it...the orchestrator of the chaos.

Don't laptops cost much? Besides- I don't use computers that often...seems a lot of money to part with in order to just send messages over the network. At work I tend to use them on occasion...only information gathering.

[therecidivist]

A/S/L/?

[troublednights]

Does such information really matter?
Twenty three / Male / Terra

I don't know why I indulge.
This noise is getting to me.

[therecidivist]

I don't want to talk to guys...

[troublednights]

…
…

Ah so you’re that type of individual.
No one is forcing you to.
Carry on.

[enterthe_next]

The café is pretty nice...but maybe you should check out the club.

I'm not sure if anyone can be internet shy, though. There's so many things to do on the Network.

[troublednights]

The club...? I don't think I've ever been there, save for the times it involves my work.

Ah yes to do, but I mean in this form, communication. The network can work as a shield to get words out that you'd often hold back in public.

That's what I'm weary of.

[enterthe_next]

It's fun. You can find all sorts of different people there, all willing to talk about something. A lot of people from the Network end up there.

But you can see so much here. There's no need to be afraid.

[troublednights]

Really? ah...I'm not so sure I'd want people to meet me off this board. I-- appear to not be a very happy person here...

I suppose your right...it's not as if my face is broadcast along with the self given convictions that chain me.

[apotheosise]

People will listen to anything.

[troublednights]

But...they don't always really hear what is being said.

[apotheosise]

Most of them never hear what is being said.

But they will always listen.

[troublednights]

I guess....
I'm more afraid of letting this side of me become visible out in the open.