reason number 0192i301293812 why i'm drinking myself into oblivion ( Read more... )

back in bronxville. that week went by very, very slowly. seeing ian and dar and stopping in to see the little brother from another mother and stoof and dara was just what i needed, in addition to being thoroughly creeped out by my new house (which i am convinced is haunted) and seeing my family (even though my mom and the dana aren't speaking and ( Read more... )

i am lucky to have good friends who will take me home, watch my back, set my alarm and hold me up when my legs don't work.

i am lucky that brendan didn't drive the wrangler last night because the doors come off and that would've been disastrous.

i am lucky for alot of things this morning. i've never been so scared.

i was right about the open window, the heat blasting, and the djarum all at the same time ( Read more... )

i started smoking again. one step forward, two steps back. earlier in the year smoking cloves made me feel sick and hurt my lungs and now smoking couldn't be more comforting. i think i'll hate myself for this later, but for now, it's working. i was pretty liberal at the bar the other night when it came to giving them away, though; at one point ( Read more... )

sooo after spending roughly an hour on the phone with kebe last night, he convinced me to actually follow through with plans to montreal. the bus ticket is gonna cost me a hundred bucks. i'm not so excited about that. we'll see. it's still very, very up in the air, but two of my favorite people is more than a good excuse to check out a ( Read more... )

i'm going to update again, because the editorial staff today consists of me, greg, and rich, and because i've been searching for bryan singer/kate bosworth/superman crotch gossip all day and i would like a break ( Read more... )

i updated my angry and hungry and drunken entry that i made at 4 am. you're not missing much ( Read more... )

so while i was working at slave last night, adam pascal came in ( Read more... )

at giant, doing productive things. i officially know everything there is to know about the superman movie coming out, the movies made about superman before that, and every woman who's ever played lois lane ever ( Read more... )