what am i going to do with my life???

i shouldn't have to try this hard
and i'm tired of trying, nagging, and being disappointed
that just makes it worse.

sick of it.
urrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhh
why does this have to be hard??????

dont depend on others for happiness, depend on God and he wont let you down.

riding in rik's beat up old car squished in the back seat with stina and dodson singing our faces off to ridiculous songs ( Read more... )

people shouldn't take really good things for granted.
it bothers me.
that's all i'm gonna say

i'm so sick of change.
i dont think i can handle anymore
AHHHHH

What kind of director doesn't even have the balls to stand up for his own mistakes and not blame the only thing that went good at the concert???? You're so stupid that you can't even understand that when you put us up there in front of the other fucking choirs its going to look akward, dumbass. How can you expect us to sing along with them on the ( Read more... )

So life is different now. First of all, i've realized how much i need my friends. Seriously, i almost died today when one of my better friends wasn't at school. Secondly, I HATE CHANGE. i have this problem, it's called being a dramatic female, and i have the hardest time not comparing now to the past. I had it sooooooo good last year. It's like, ( Read more... )

i hate this. my last days of summer are spent being sad and dreading school and waiting until the next time i work and not really doing anything else. and i kind of want school to start so i at least have something to do but not i'm really not looking forward to it. and i have to still read a book and read 3 chapters from another and write a fat- ( Read more... )