And since i updated ( Read more... )

new picture....new found happiness with everything that i have ( Read more... )

I wish life could be simple, then i'd never have to worry about shit and get all worked up over little things that don't matter. i wish i could transport myself into a state of not caring, that'd be nice. unfortunately for me, and others, i can't so i'm sorry. i'm doing my best to forget all that shit, and it's mostly gone. seriously. i'm ( Read more... )

I am so FUCKING stoked about thanksgiving this year. i get 5 days of NOTHING, but spending time with loved ones. my little bro is gonna be 18...total insanity. thanksgiving food is just orgasmic. and it will be my LAST thanksgiving as a student, undergraduate at least, seriously, senioritis SOOOO exists in college too, unfortunately. another 7 ( Read more... )

me steve and jess went to asbury park on a mission....we succeeded in not getting lost and got to the stone pony with time to spare...........we were one row from the stge which equals 8 feet from the band...................we watched the show, bloody fucking good...........outside we stodd for nearly an hour and a half............we walked away ( Read more... )

my anger and frustration is so great right now, that i can't even see straight. where were you when democracy failed? i was sitting in my room, reading James Joyce's "The Dead" with the TV on CNN on mute. i look up and in big bold print: "Kerry Concedes, Bush Wins The Presidency" how happy was I? so FUCKING happy. not only did Bush tell the ( Read more... )

'Cause Andy, you're a star!!!!!!!!!!

I picked you up on Saturday at about 9:00 am and we proceeded to the hill. We climbed up and up, then down and down, freezing our nips off. I like you, I like you too. cuddling for several varieties of warmth, we were each other's blanket. I should've worn another coat, then i could give it to you. For hours, we've done nothing wrong, but we' ( Read more... )

During my evening walk, i came upon a realization that made me feel a little better, while also making me feel a little empty inside. as i thought of the people that mean something to me, i realize that every one of them has started a new life, exciting or otherwise, and i am still here, in my parents' house, i do love them, but still in my ( Read more... )

I can't wait for school to end...:-)
Too bad it's only October...:-(

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe