I burn my bridges with a blow torch.

So today is Val and mine's 7 month anniversary. It's a big step for us regarding everything we've been through. It's word and I like it. It makes me happy.

Val and I had a really strange night. Lots of different moods and what not, she got angry and it was pretty good. It helped things out in a weird way. Really strange bonding between us I guess you could say. It all became "OK" after I let her slap me, she did it pretty hard, but it was less than I expected. Anyways, I hope that it kinda helped ( Read more... )

Everyone laughs behind my back.

Val and I are good, christmas is fun.

Yep I'm 20. It's weird cause I feel so old, I'm not a teenager anymore.

The video I was talking about in my last post is this one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tq_r9juGR_s&eurl=

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Val is the girl of my dreams? How do I show this to her though? It certainly seems like I haven't done anything right in this relationship at all, from the start. I don't know where to begin, but it has something to do with what happened with marysia. I got the idea into my head that maybe the way that I was treating my girlfriends is really the ( Read more... )

The boy that you love is the man that you fear.