Self confidence? Bout FUCKING time. Just have to gather it all and swallow it down, keep it lodged somewhere in my chest so I won't forget where it is. This sudden... knowledge. Acceptance of myself. Confidence is the only word that really fits it. I'm cold, maybe, but I feel it, I feel it like I've always known it, and I can't describe it. Just ( Read more... )

Such a builder. Look at him, creating the foundation for ANOTHER FUCKING WALL ( Read more... )

Fine. Just... fine. FINE. What the FUCK ever. WHATEVER.

I just don't CARE anymore. GOD. DAMN. IT. ALL.

Just what the FUCK ever. What the fuck ever.

Too many of these fucking journal entries are being written in the middle of the night when I'm on a caffiene high. That's no good. Fuck.

Just... whatever. Wow. Miserable now. Isn't that great. I am so sick of my mood swings. I'm off the fucking pill. Shouldn't I be normal ( Read more... )

HEY ASH...... I'M HUNGRY...

LAWL FINSH TEH SENTENSE PLZ. LAWL

^_______________________________________^;;;;;;;!1!@2@!!@!1###@2!!!!2!! kekekekekekekekeke.

Ta ha. I'm a fucking PSYCHO.

Isn't that great.

Lalala.

I reeeeeeeeeally need to stop spinning around for you. I'm getting seasick. Oh, god damn me...

I've got trillions more stories to tell but I keep forgetting them because of all the day-to-day drama. Oh, the fucking DRAMA of life. How I loathe it.

How I loathe the fact that I'm still ( Read more... )

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Cold. So. Fucking. Cold.

And then there was rain.

Reflection. My disgusting reflection. That's all there ever was. My reflection in my FUCKING EYELIDS.

Can't close my eyes to get away. Can't. Get. Away. CAN'TESCAPETHIS.

What did I do to deserve this ( Read more... )

Take a moment and... breathe. The sensation of it is something we take for granted. Artificial mentality of mankind. What a waste. What a fucking waste but it hardly matters, hardly matters at all anymore. Who we are. Where we're going. What we're doing here. Purposelessness. That's what it all comes down to. The end. The difference between then ( Read more... )

And this is so boring...