Gods I am so fucking stressed out. I have so much going on in my life that I can't do a fuckin thing about, and it's stupid to stress on it because I can't do anything about it right now, so why put myself through it? Well, I'll tell you why, cos I am FUCKIN RETARDED ( Read more... )

...including a book from lostinchico (thanks!), one of Taiyo's books he left, and an eighteen page letter from him that I received yesterday ( Read more... )

Well, well, well...sometimes I just don't know how I get myself into these kinds of situations...I am really trying to decide if being in love is worth it, especially since I might have to wait three to five years to get it back...oh gods, it's so terribly trashy, it feels like, it's not even something that I'd want to share with you, my everloving ( Read more... )

So, I'm fucking freakin out...I have no job, no money, no fuckin gas in my car, no prospects for the future...actually that last part's not true; I do have an interview with a construction company on Tuesday, almost a sure thing...but if I get that and it's like 6 am to whenever, you know, then I'll have to drop my German class and I really don't ( Read more... )

Well, I am back in Chico and it feels great. It has definitely been very interesting lately, as I have started school and am living in a garage. It's a very nice garage tho, I totally like it...I guess I could do a little rearranging, but *shrug*, maybe I'll do that today ( Read more... )

5.2 d00d. 5.2 ( Read more... )

So yesterday, I went to a nude beach ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! SO true! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!