i hate myself

[true_barbie]

                     i hate myself

y do i always have to get angry

y do i always have to hurt her?

y does she still care about me?

y does he have to always see the other me?

y cant i just control my feelings when im around them?

Comments

[jenzhotpinkstar]

What happened 6 years ago?

How do I know that things are going to get better?

I don't want to feel bad anymore.

[true_barbie]

6 yrs ago... is sumthing i cant speak of... family stuff
and u have to trust me... it might happen again... i cant say it wont becuz u never know... but if ur willin to walk with me... and if not... i understand

Love me or hate me...I'm still me

[jenzhotpinkstar]

I wont be able to understand something that I don't know.

I do know yesterday was very unhealthy for me.

And I do know that if a real friend wouldn't be mad about Robb.

damn typoz

[jenzhotpinkstar]

A real friend wouldn't be mad about Robb*

[nantothecee]

people make mistakes.. even when we genuinely love them with all our hearts.. its human nature.

everyone has to just have the heart to forgive. im kinda in the same predicament right now with someone and it hurts soooo much.

your post seems really heartfelt and honest so i hope they forgive you.

[rigosjournal]

Aww, it's so sad. Don't be sad, you already apologized open-heartedly, those who really loved you once, will open their hearts back to you. I know this is very random since I don't even know you. But you'll see everything will be fine