Lately I've been having so much fun. I had a chill weekend. Max, Arielle, Zach, Emily, and Sami = a good mo fucken time. When I start drving, I'm gonna tear shit up! I blazed with Jerry and Dorian today in my dope ass garden of highness. Salad fingers is a trip.

fuck. let this crawl out of me. let it seep out from under my skin and scramble away.

Lately I've been feeling more alive, more free. I don't know why. The situation I'm in you would think I'd be miserable. My side affects are mild. I woke up this morning with a nasty stomach ache and I couln't breath well. It's just my body that feels hurt. This is my way of getting over it. Everything we built, everything that I believed in was ( Read more... )

disire. feelings. with pleasure. adventure. i am filled with righteous anger. you communicate with such danger. will you deny my one passion? to proceed here in this fasion. let's go. AVAILABLE DESIRE.PLEASURE.ADVENTURE. AHH.

such passion within these eyes of mine but i walk these streets with a meaningless grace. i stumble accross subtle annoyances. i run because it slows down time. i think time is slipping through my hands almost every day. i reach out for friends and family to help me but i don't know how to depend on someone too much, so i cry on my own shoulder. ( Read more... )

i realize i exist. i'm no longer numb. my whole life i've been trapped, held back from myself. i try not to shrug off what i want in life. my mind is a calendar that i stamp on every day reminding myself that this day is the most important day of your life. because why not? the thumping of my heart is my happiness. nature is my happiness. the truth ( Read more... )

lastnight was amazing. ahha wow. suck my cack nikkah.

I FEEL LIKE A TSUNAMI WAVE RIGHT BEFORE IT FLOODS YOUR CITY. BITCH.

I WANT DEVILED EGGS AND A SHIRLEY TEMPLE WITH EXTRA CHERRIES + A NEW IPOD.

P.S. LIFE IS DULL.

lastnighttequilla + guacamole + the mars volta tango song = good times. i love arielle, and her food.

today was neat. i went with jessaka and jenna to baja fresh and shit and picked up abe. we snuck into birmingham and the memories all came back to me then picked up byron. was gonna go see the libertine but remembered i have dinner with my dad. it's cool i get to eat at todai, i heard it was bomb. my goal now is to try and do something after school ( Read more... )