ugh i havent updated in a while and i probably should.  maybe tomorrow!    

So I got a new phone.  Its a Sony Ericsson Walkman, its pretty sweet.  Except for the fact that I have no idea how to put songs on it, its fine ( Read more... )

so I was going to text someone last night, who i shouldn't have, but then my phone snapped in half.  It's probably a sign from a higher power that I shouldn't have texted that person, so it's a good thing.  Except for the fact that I have to buy a new phone, BOO!

ya know, I know i get stressed a lot about stuff.  But when my dad calls me and tells me how proud he is of me, it really just makes things better.  It's a nice way for my head to be cleared.  I love my dad, even though I sometimes can not stand him.

Yes so I am really excited because I just found out that I have 5500 dollars for this semester in student loans.  Basically, my parents can get off of my back!  Holla!

I feel like the only time I ever feel bad about myself is when I'm at home doing nothing.  Probably because its the only time that I can think about things without hearing someone else's input, not that thats a bad thing.  I just, I don't even know.  I feel like I am such a screw up.  I know I say that a lot, but I do think it's true.  I just feel ( Read more... )

i mean, even though im pretty sure the spice girls lipsynch, I'm just still really excited to see them in concert, its gonna be amazing  

me and anna are seeing the Spice Girls!  Ugh I can't even FUCKING WAIT!  I'm so stoked!

so I have so much school work to do.  I have to read some book about Bullfighting for my History of Spain book in 2 weeks, and read half of The Ilyiad in two weeks too.  Basically, I hate reading.

Just about the time the shadows call
I undress my mind and dare you to follow
Paint a portrait of my mystery
Only close my eyes and you are here with me
A nameless face to think I see
To sit and watch the waves with me till they're gone
A heart I'd swear I'd recognize is made out of
My own devices....
Could I be wrong?

The time that I've taken
I ( Read more... )