i might have fucked up that entire situation. i can't tell if it was really just me, or a joint effort. and i'm talking about from the very very beginning, not just the last week or so
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i did something so unbelievably, so ridiculously, so IMPERIOUSLY STUPID and i just right now hate myself and hate that i can be so fucking stupid. i mean, jesus god
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