I've been meaning to update but just haven't been up to it lately, so now I'm going to! Final exams are done, and now I'm working at the library over the summer. But that's besides the point, I suppose...
Gee.. guess it didn't go over so well after all. Super jealous type, eh? Sorry to hear about the fight, but glad it's all worked out.
Makes me want that one... to have someone and be his only. I kept trying to tell myself I'd given it up for a while, till it'd be years down the road and maybe I'll have found someone.
But I'm alone with nothing and no one. My scope of bachelors, lovely men, may expand after high school and there could be someone out there for me, but I've gotten to that point again, with Mark. That point where all I can think of is him and all I want is him. Perhaps it's just enfatuation at this point because I still don't really KNOW him, but..goddamn. I'm gone. I'm hooked, and now whatever chance I thought there may have been with him before, there is none. Now I'm just left hanging.
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Makes me want that one... to have someone and be his only. I kept trying to tell myself I'd given it up for a while, till it'd be years down the road and maybe I'll have found someone.
But I'm alone with nothing and no one. My scope of bachelors, lovely men, may expand after high school and there could be someone out there for me, but I've gotten to that point again, with Mark. That point where all I can think of is him and all I want is him. Perhaps it's just enfatuation at this point because I still don't really KNOW him, but..goddamn. I'm gone. I'm hooked, and now whatever chance I thought there may have been with him before, there is none. Now I'm just left hanging.
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