Im leaving for Arizona in like one hour ( Read more... )

Ok today was weird ( Read more... )

Ok not much has been up me and courtney are friends again. Umm Friday was Evans birthday and I told him I'd chill with him

SO me and courtney did CCC and went to the mall it was crazy way to many people kinda fun then TIM got out of lock up!!!! holly shit man talk about beign happy so then we thought we were supposta go to the movies to meet Joey ( Read more... )

Question-

If I talk in my sleep will you just keep quiet?

If I give up what would you do?

Just who do you think you are?

Just who do you think I am?

What song would you sing me right now?

Whats the one thing I want?

TO HELL WITH YOU AND ALL YOUR FRIENDS ITS ON!

I found my friend today it made me happy we had fun

Walked to price chopper

Got candy ( Read more... )

Meh this is just a silly poem I wrote for Brandon it sux but for some weird reason I keep a lot of the shit I write for just so when he gets back if he still talks to me he can know I am always thinking of him...tell me whatcha think ( Read more... )

Lie lie to me and say its going to be alright its going to be alright.

I saw the future once I was drunk in a phone both

Ok 3 in the morning and Im going fucking crazy it's one of those weird nights where I cant stop thinking about Brandon yea basically its every night of my life I just want to write about tonight. Yea so he is supposta be comming ( Read more... )

Ok so everything always is perfect when Im with Deanna and Sophie they are great they make me so happy then I have to go home to my god forsaken house and I get pissed today I was with Deanna almost all day and it was so bloody hot but I was happy and barley noticed then my mom says I can sleep over I just gotta go to the house and check in WTF so ( Read more... )

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OK no computer really dont care I realized like it brings drama and no one talks to me anyways I got a digital camera and Im obsessed with taking pictures of myself I always was selfish anyways my baby might be coming back in twenty days I think I'll wet myself if I see him he makes me happy happy happy me and Deanna believe that I will have the ( Read more... )

Well its final now we're threw but why do I still love you? I've taken all those pages and burnt them to a crisp you are still worth it to me Ill probably just write them again I think Im just trying to convince myself I dont love you but I know I still do why cant you trust me was it something I did I told you since the beggining Im going to ruin ( Read more... )