don't you just love living for the nights that you never want to end ( Read more... )

let me summarize my night point form ( Read more... )

so things can go one of two ways. you can sit there feeling sorry for yourself and how truly pathetic your pathetic existance is, because really, it is as pathetic as you make it; or you can take charge of your own shit, stop making excuses and actually attempt to bring your life to where you want it to be ( Read more... )

going on 30 hours without sleep. lol ( Read more... )

But I, being poor, have only my dreams; I have spread my dreams under your feet; Tread softly because you tread on my dreams.
                                                                                -Yeats

Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting- and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir, open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us, guides us. Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love...the clarity of hatred...and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more ( Read more... )

ahhhh so i have finally finished the first 6 seasons of ER and i wish that i couldd watch seasons 7-14, alas they have yet to be made to dvd. so my life has lost all meaning and i have to find a way to spend all my free time. hrmmm...what should my new hobby be? lol ( Read more... )

so it's been a while since i have updated. mainly because i was in a bad mood for most of the holidays ( Read more... )

Someone please ask me how i am feeling.
just so i can scream at the top of my lungs to truly explain to them how i am feeling.

i don't know what i want. i wish i did.