I am sick.  I hate it.  It's Valentine's Day and I am sick.  I want to be with my Valentine... but I just feel way too shitty.  So sad.  I really am rather depressed right now about it.  I wish I could just feel better.  The stupid doctor said it was just a cold - something that has been going around... YEAH RIGHT.  I don't believe it.  It has been ( Read more... )

Poor poor, Matt. He is all sick and doped up. He went home this morning - and he'll be back tomorrow sometime. Probably the best weekend for this because I have shit to do anyway - have to go see a movie at the Harvard Film Archives tonight. It should be pretty interesting. It's called The Fast Runner. After the screening, the director will ( Read more... )

I love horror movies. I know that is a random thing to say, but I don't care. I felt like saying it. I just watched Freddy v. Jason - it was great. It lived up to all of my horror flick expectations. I was really looking forward to this movie. But no one at home would go and see it with me - I wonder why? Anyway, I am a big Freddy fan - I ( Read more... )

What a tired day. I did manage to get to three out of my four classes. And you know your classes are good when you watch "Groundhog Day" on Groundhog Day. I love Monday evening. Even though the days are long, I get the entire night to recuperate - meaning I have no Tuesday classes, which is damn nice. Mondays are my nights to stay up late and ( Read more... )

I guess it is a good thing that I have not written in a while - it means I have been keeping myself busy, you know? I just cannot believe it has been over a month. Well, let's see what I have to say. Here I am, sitting in my single in my new apartment. I live here with three other girls - all of whom I had never met. It's nice because we all ( Read more... )

Well, I said I might write again today.. so, here I am, living up to my promises. Anyway... I had another fight today. And I think I cried more in one sitting than I ever have. All I want to do is become numb to it all. Maybe then, things will be okay and I can just continue on. Otherwise, my breaks a little more each time I think about the ( Read more... )

Well, my dad is at work and my mom is shopping. So, here I am all alone in my house. However, I guess I am never really alone - because of the ZOO I live with ( Read more... )

I hate this. I truly do. I used to be the stoic one in my family. The brave one. The one who never cries. And now look at me. I feel that over the past year or so, I have let myself open up so much - become so wrapped up in a relationship, let myself fall in love. I have just become so vulnerable to it all. And I hate that. Because when ( Read more... )

I just figured out how to play ALL of my songs on the same playlist, yeah, I know it must seem a little late. But I think it's pretty exciting. It's like listening to a freakin radio now. So... I am going to push the next button and write some lyrics down here ( Read more... )

Hello hello! Yesterday was my last day working with SOA. Believe it or not, I was actually pretty sad. it's funny... most of the time I was working there, I was really looking forward to getting back to school - and even though, I still may be looking forward to getting back to Boston, I know I am really going to miss SOA - the teachers, the ( Read more... )