Well this morning when i woke up i had the worst headache ever. Well i guess i didn't drink enough water cause i feel so hung over right now its not even funny. I had a shot of baileys carmel and chugged a whole beer down all within 15-20 minutes. I had a really bad day at work but i think i will have enough money in my account to compensate in ( Read more... )

well life in general has been going somewhat the way that i had hoped. I need to come up with a miracle for this chemistry class or it looks like i'll be taking astronomy 104 over the summer while working full time :(....i really hope i can pass this class I hate chemistry so much and I know the material but im not good at tests period. the teacher ( Read more... )

I give up I dont know what to do anymore....chemistry has kicked my ass yet again...I failed another test more than likely yes i dont know what i got on my god damn test but i know i did bad cause i kept guessing. I want to drop the class so badly and I know there is no way of me being able to bring up the grade in the class. Im at a loss I've ( Read more... )

Well lets see here I need to make this quick cause i need to get ready for engineering class. So i'll type really fast gonna have a lot of typos but i don't care its worth it. lol ( Read more... )

I dunno what to do anymore....I express how i feel inside with my frustration and anger towards school. I work my ass off and then it gets thrown in my face saying i'm throwing it back in his face and i'm "mentally abusing" him....this is just fuckin great already turning out like my fuckin parents...and the one person I DIDN"T want it fucking ( Read more... )

Okay i'm not gonna lie anymore I haven't been able to sleep right. I keep having dreams about matt slapping me across the face and walking out on my life. WHY THE HELL AM I GETTING DREAMS LIKE THAT!!! grrr its pissing me off i dunno why i know i shouldn't let it linger but i do but ya this is killing me. but anyways i got my modeling career ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, there lived a fair beauty. She dreamed of all the simple things in life but still seemed to get crushed by everything she attempted. She still continued caring and still walking through all the bad in her life. As she was walking through the meadow one day she ran up to a cave. It was a really dark creepy cave and she didn't know ( Read more... )

I am the daughter of laura ( Read more... )

Why do I always seem to hurt him and get him upset....I wish i had a switch whenever i start to hurt him or upset the switch will go off and alarm me that i'm being a fuckin duche bag....I can't take the fights anymore. I want things to be like they were when we first started going out. Happy and cheerful, loving one another with no bickering back ( Read more... )

Well today went well i think. I actually had a relaxing stress free day for a change. its aboout 12:00am right now and I am still up unfortunately. Gus-Gus keeps running in his damn ball and taz is taking over my bed like he usually does. I felt so terrible that I didn't call matt back right away but i had to use the bathroom badly :-p no joke i ( Read more... )