So many things are going through my mind and heart right now. I can't really put my finger on any one thing. I'm just confused and so very tired of being that way...

Lets say goodbye for the hundreth time ( Read more... )

In A Few Weeks ( Read more... )

I HATE MIGRAINES!!!!!!

Well...I just got back from a random drive to no-where...I left to get food...and just kept on driving...I don't know where exactly I ended up, but I just turned around on a side road and then drove back to Thousand Hills Park...where I parked and sat and had a "talk" with Jeff. His 23rd birthday would have been on this coming Thursday...the 28th ( Read more... )

Life continues going...Lindsay and I have spent another couple of late nights talking. They wear me out so much, but I love them to death. Last night was so hilarious. Who knew so many drunk boys would enter my life in one night?...A bunch of hicks in cowboy hats hitting on me, Ashley, and Christina while we're in our black and holding our ( Read more... )

I hate the fact that I get in these moods. I think it is even worse now, because I recognize them for what they are instead of ignoring them. Another thing that frustrates me is that I have lost the line of communication I normally go to...I know I should talk to him...that I need to talk to him, yet I don't want to put him in a position where he ( Read more... )

Once again pondering what life has to offer...I wish it would all make sense...but I've given up...no hope for the wicked...

I have so many emotions pulling me in different directions right now... I don't really know what's wrong with me... Oh well, just another obstacle, I'm sure it will straighten itself out eventually...Maybe with a full nights sleep...

hmm...again I haven't updated in a while, but things are going pretty well. Lindsay and I have become fast friends...we have spent the past three nights talking for at least 4 hours...last night it was 8. We are so similar, and, I feel anyways, are looking for the same thing in a friendship. I am really glad that I have gotten to know her better, ( Read more... )