What do you do when you want to be so much closer to someone than you already are, and what if you can't? What if you are already really close to someone, but you're not sure you want to be close to them anymore, or someone who isn't immature and childish comes along? You don't give up on the first person do you? Just tell me you don't. Then maybe ( Read more... )

So NCDA auditions were today. I didn't make the band, but I did pass on to second round ALL STATE audtitions, so that is pretty cool. I get a second chance and I plan to take advantage of it. Anyway that's all I really have to say, I'll talk to you guys later!

OH! Congrats to everyone who made the band and passed on, you guys are great!!

I got my permit today! 100% on the permit test! I am so ready for the road bring it on! Now someone console my mom, she doesn't want me to grow up, I'm the oldest, I knew it would happen. I guess I should call Grandma. Anyway I am going to go bask in the glow of my permit now. I know it isn't all that great sounding to some people, but it is to me ( Read more... )

Can I give in now? I don't know what you want from me G-d, I don't know. I'm listening to what you have to say, but I still don't understand. Keeping up the "stubborn Jew" routine for you is becoming incredibly difficult. I wish I could find someone that could look beyond that and have that mean nothing. I wish someone like that existed here in the ( Read more... )

Well guys, we got sixth. I thought we had done so well. We came out of it all with an 81. Nice. One day, if I don't kill myself, I'm going to seriously quit. I hate that when I try so much harder, we do so much worse. Well not really worse, I mean we did really well. Our name is just not "known" hypothetically. So we got sixth. 6th place. We got ( Read more... )

I have to add another month to my treatment, my teeth are so disobedient. I got my formal, and I'm excited because I finally have a date! YAY! So anyway, I'll be going now! Adios!

We didn't make finals. I knew we wouldn't. I don't know if I want to do this anymore, I am so sick of working so hard and getting nowhere. We had a terrible prelims run. I don't really care what Mr. J thinks of it, because I thought it sucked, and it's a wonder we even got the place we got. I could not be a senior this year. I'd just die. I still ( Read more... )

Well it is a miracle. We made finals at Owasso contest. With how our rehersals had been going I was fairly certain that we had no chance. I'm just glad people have finally stepped up and taken ownership. Mainly freshmen, but either way I am still very proud of those kids ( Read more... )

Keeping up with school is getting the best of me. I am not sure where all my time is going anymore. I know some of it went to practicing and I am fairly certain the rest went to homework. I'm still working on getting more deposits into the sleep bank, but I seem to find that less intriguing than being on the internet these days ( Read more... )

So today is my free day. I am not sure what I want to do. I've tried calling Becky, I left a message and I didn't get a response. I guess I'm just going to tag along with my little sister to the mall. Fun stuff. I'm really glad that she and I get along, because I want to spend all the time I can with her before I move out and don't see her for long ( Read more... )