Still hurting alot. I've never felt this bad before. And I hate it. HAlf the time I want to die. the other half it's all I can do not to march over to her and scream.

It's like all the emotional control I've ever had simply slipped away in an instant. Poof.

too little too late. Single now. Effectively homeless as well. It's my fault though. You reap what you sow.

She was right. Honestly. I can't deny that, as depressing as it is.

<-- need job now.

Question. Girlfriend goes out on date with X. (dinner and movie = date.) Nine fucking hours. Am i just paranoid, or do i have the right to be concerned?

Second day of faire today.

Last day of Faire, right? it was.. neat.

First day of faire today. Didn't have my pass yet, and my legal I.D. was at my house.... Too much crap has happened lately, so I left. Couldn't tell anyone cause i couldn't get back to the village... Bah.

Also, Now looking for a job

That's not much of a post after seven months of not posting at all. But then again, I never was much on words.

http://media.putfile.com/Silverstein-Wins-the-Internet

Fucking lol.

Fish nets are perhaps the ugliest thing women can ever wear. well, that and those stupid boots.

Happy birth-day to me.. etc.

One week... wow.