the day is gone and my heavy is on.
no way of rhythm my thought is gone.
the shiny blue i knew as you,
are moments fleeting few.

i think of the hazel green i've seen
irises sitting in snow.
swimming to align with mine,
looking at me and me.

(work in progress)
critism apreciated

well just because everyone else is doing this thinger ( Read more... )

ya sorry everyone cause it has been a ruff week for me. but no worries cause it's getting better everyday now.

im glad u din't hang up.

things wouldn't have gotten better like they have last night if what we felt was kept inside.

so thank you for putting up with me.

now i know im not an ass and that things arn't what they seemed in my head.

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so i guess life has it in fer me.
all i can say is i've never been so down. i got alot of friends whoa re surporting me. but what i guess im looking for im just not finding.

i guess i can't be happy till i find it.

i love hanging wit my friends. it's the only chance i have to actually breathe. life has it in for me with work and my family. maybe times like this i escape to that place in my mind where shrimp is reassuring and salt is just a red box of venting. what i would give to live this way my whole life and jsut give in or make what i imagine to be real. ( Read more... )

it's jsut been one of those weeks.
just waiting fer the heavy to go away.

ya i got a new cell 2day. i got the god father ring tone booya.

well it's wednesday and already this week is overwhelming with all sorts of suck. nothing u can do but keep smiling cause people need u 2. but its hard sometimes and i feel like im losing something. not sure yet what exactly it is im feeling right now but i wish it would just go away.

my only mistake was waking up.

the standard people suck update.