Nothing

I know i should probably stop drinking so much cause its bad for me or whatever... but i love drinking so much, i cant wait till im 21 so i can actually go out and drink, my house gets boring. Ya... thats it...

nothin to say but i felt like updating anyways... so here it is.... NOTHING... goodnight

4th of july was pretty fun, had a little too much to drink, but whats new? I only got like 2 or 3 hours of sleep and then i had to get up for work. I only worked for like 3 hours then i came home and went back to sleep. I have a week and a half to find a new job... i dont know what i want to do but i want to find a job where i will actually be at ( Read more... )

I really wish i could be home for the 4th. I guess there is a party at my house... and i will be in patterson, visiting family that will probably just make fun of the stick-figure tattoos i have all day. \= I guess there are always other weekends, but i love the 4th of july.

Things indeed seem to be falling apart at a steady pace. It seems to me... people find comfort in things they are familiar with. Well, falling apart is becoming familiar to me. This time i don't give a fuck.

I have a "hiring session" tomorrow with union pacific railroad. I really hope i get hired. Maybe soon i can post something about how happy i am and how well things are going... but thats unlikely. I've been having some dreams... they really suck =/ I hate dreams because its like your own brain is mocking you. I usually spend the time falling asleep ( Read more... )

wow... things fucking suck... im losing my job and the bill for my car to be fixed..... $1,500! YES!!!!

Things are going pretty shitty for me right now... Today i was written up at work cause i guess im not "efficient enough" or some horseshit. There are people at my work that are not doing jobs but claiming them and getting by with no dicipline. I check 18 instead of 22 jobs and i get written up. So my boss told me today that it might be a smart ( Read more... )

Getting my car fixed on saturday and im going to slap a "for sale" sign on it sometime next week. I found a bike i want online... that is in san jose... for $3,300... i want to sell my car and go buy the bike... really bad. I think i decided on my "rainy season transportation" as well. I want to get a 1970's porsche 914, which will be funny cause ( Read more... )