for a moment i can tell i've got you
I don't remember how to make links for long entries...because I haven't used this in a long time hahaha...
lemme try..
So I haven't written that much in a long time and I'm bored now so I guess I will try
I've been looking for a place to live and since my friends here have parents who do everything
for them I can't live with them since they are always living on campus
it's pretty frustrating because it makes me realize that
i only hang out w/ a handful of people when i know so many more really cool people
that i would love to get to know
I feel like my friends here are missing out on what it's like to be growing up in college
missing out on being an adult (which isn't ALWAYS a good thing but important anyway)
they're not gonna know anything about leases or finding apartments until they're seniors
and I've known all about them since my sophomore year
Sometimes I wish I could have things handed to me by my parents like them
but I'm glad I know how to be somewhat independent
I say somewhat because my parents pay for most my rent
while I pay for part and for all my food and living expenses with the 2 jobs I have
I feel like I'm straddling between my own independence and being dependent and I hate it
because I feel like I don't have parents most of the time but I'm still restricted to what
they want me to do with certain things because I am financially dependent on them
it's a weird situation i think...
i miss my parents it's weird
being in college and across the country
i don't get to talk to them much
i miss my friends from home but i'm excited for summer
i don't get certain girls and their weird behavior towards boys..
this i won't expand on much well because i don't want to haha
i think girls who wait on boys are insecure and need to find something else to do with their time
and girls who become obsessed with boys--who don't want the same things
and make it EXTREMELY obvious--are just sad
find time for yourself...make yourself happy...and don't change for anyone
OH and by the way just randomly thinking out loud...I think girls who meet people
for the first time (usually at parties)
and are like "OMFG BFFFFFFF FOREVERRRRR ILY<33!!" the next day are fucking stupid
i'm over boston and school
i just wana be on break, find a cool job over the summer and have fun with my best friends
i miss driving and being tan and wearing flip flops everyday
and the overall carefree laid back lifestyle
i've been playing piano a lot more these days and it's awesome
i miss hearing the boys play and having our group singalongs
spring break was good...did nothing mostly but it was a good break from doing
EVERYTHING during the school week
i met zack's little sister too so that was cool...meeting his family in general is fun
i saw bestfriend too! <3 it was a lot of fun catching up
hanging out and shopping and chillen at brown
i missed her a lot so it was really good hanging out
she might come on saturday too yayyy this weekends gona be fun
i think im seeing a show tonight FINALLY first show ive seen here besides the BSO
since ive been at northeastern!! (so sad)
i can't wait til april...semester will be over and done with and i can just
partyyy haha
<3 yours truly
lemme try..
So I haven't written that much in a long time and I'm bored now so I guess I will try
I've been looking for a place to live and since my friends here have parents who do everything
for them I can't live with them since they are always living on campus
it's pretty frustrating because it makes me realize that
i only hang out w/ a handful of people when i know so many more really cool people
that i would love to get to know
I feel like my friends here are missing out on what it's like to be growing up in college
missing out on being an adult (which isn't ALWAYS a good thing but important anyway)
they're not gonna know anything about leases or finding apartments until they're seniors
and I've known all about them since my sophomore year
Sometimes I wish I could have things handed to me by my parents like them
but I'm glad I know how to be somewhat independent
I say somewhat because my parents pay for most my rent
while I pay for part and for all my food and living expenses with the 2 jobs I have
I feel like I'm straddling between my own independence and being dependent and I hate it
because I feel like I don't have parents most of the time but I'm still restricted to what
they want me to do with certain things because I am financially dependent on them
it's a weird situation i think...
i miss my parents it's weird
being in college and across the country
i don't get to talk to them much
i miss my friends from home but i'm excited for summer
i don't get certain girls and their weird behavior towards boys..
this i won't expand on much well because i don't want to haha
i think girls who wait on boys are insecure and need to find something else to do with their time
and girls who become obsessed with boys--who don't want the same things
and make it EXTREMELY obvious--are just sad
find time for yourself...make yourself happy...and don't change for anyone
OH and by the way just randomly thinking out loud...I think girls who meet people
for the first time (usually at parties)
and are like "OMFG BFFFFFFF FOREVERRRRR ILY<33!!" the next day are fucking stupid
i'm over boston and school
i just wana be on break, find a cool job over the summer and have fun with my best friends
i miss driving and being tan and wearing flip flops everyday
and the overall carefree laid back lifestyle
i've been playing piano a lot more these days and it's awesome
i miss hearing the boys play and having our group singalongs
spring break was good...did nothing mostly but it was a good break from doing
EVERYTHING during the school week
i met zack's little sister too so that was cool...meeting his family in general is fun
i saw bestfriend too! <3 it was a lot of fun catching up
hanging out and shopping and chillen at brown
i missed her a lot so it was really good hanging out
she might come on saturday too yayyy this weekends gona be fun
i think im seeing a show tonight FINALLY first show ive seen here besides the BSO
since ive been at northeastern!! (so sad)
i can't wait til april...semester will be over and done with and i can just
partyyy haha
<3 yours truly