No, Alex, It's not a song, it's something i wrote a few weeks ago
As i sit and stare every night
At the scar i have from my last fight
I wonder why i didn't die
so i just lay back and lie.
The scar will always be a reminder
Of how to everyone i always faulter
One person got hurt because i couldn't show
So another had to take a new low
He cut my arm wide open
All because his friend was completly broken
He wanted me to pay for my mistake
So he wanted my life to take
He failed to take my life that night
But in the end who says that was right
But now who will i fail next
Is what i wonder as i right this text
If i fail the one who has my heart
Then i wasn't truley that smart
I will die inside
As all i will be able to do is hide
Killing off all that i feel
And finally breaking the seal
Releasing the one not many have seen
The one who has made me mean
I will disappear and try to be forgotten
And no longer be one of men
Slowly destroying this already useless form
Which already knows it shouldn't have been born
My love for one helped me be confident one night
Let's hope her beauty never leves my poor sight