Too much time to think

Oct 24, 2002 06:22

I'm not quite sure why this solitary existence is bothering me so much right now ( Read more... )

mulder, apart, october 2002, kansas

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scapersuse December 5 2008, 17:49:09 UTC
*sniffle* That's beautiful, Mulder.

As used to being alone as you have been most of your life, you and Scully have become so much a part of each other, that naturally when you are apart you will feel like part of you is missing. And as for a "normal" life, screw that. Your "normal" (and Scully's) will never be the same as anybody else's - you know too much and have been through too much. But between you, you can create a normal, maybe a more harmonious kind of life, that works for you.

I'm pulling for you guys. *hugs*

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trust_onlyone December 5 2008, 18:54:44 UTC
You are so right. We're like two old trees, with the branches and roots grown together. Codependency, it's not just for normal people anymore.

But I hope we can learn to be with each other and to communicate with each other. I hope we'll be given that chance. I'm still terribly afraid because of our legal status. I hope it can be resolved so we can take a deep breath and figure out what we want to be when we grow up.

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kylie_kawaii December 6 2008, 03:11:33 UTC
***big hugs***

That WAS beautiful. And so true, and spoken from the heart. *sniffle*

Speaking of your legal status...heard any news about that from your Uncle Ellis yet? Considering your trial and sentence were complete bullshit and probably not legal anyway, they can't be hunting for you forever.

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inlaterdays December 5 2008, 20:50:58 UTC
But you don't have to be good at it. You just have to be you. That's who she fell in love with. :)

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