Eating myself alive.

[truthstoldaslie]

Sometimes I feel like I'm ruining everything. I've had the same converastion (with you) with qite a few people, and every time I get the same comments back. No, I don't know (what the fuck) I'm going to do. I've realized that all conversations are moot because of 1 thing: When you state a question or comment to someone, you already have an idea of

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[mooseman30303]

tom man i love ya... ur my brother and i want ya to be fine. I kno what ur talkin about... and thats all i feel in life anymore.. as though im just ruining every beautiful thing i had. And thats the feelin that comes with graduating high school... now life is just... a wreck. And u have to work for years to fix it. And all u can do is lean to a friend or two to help that. Now ive tryed that and nothing is goin right... my friends are abandoning me left and right.. and the ones that i still keep in touch with are movin away for college. Its really rough and i feel as though its never gonna get better. BUt then i see that u are around, dana, mindy, and some select ppl that still care for me. And i lean to them for support. Ppl like (not naming names) have just changed and i dont think there comin back.. and it hurts like hell... cause they were a best friend to me since the 6th grade... and now this person hates the ground i walk on. And i dont kno why. But man... to end this. I hope that im one of the ppl u want to keep

[killer_cricket]

ok, you need to stop thinking, for one thing, and for another, its really good of you to figure out that much about yourself...so points for that. but you really, really need to stop thinking tom :D it always makes you more then you wanna be

[mooseman30303]

yeah i agree totally with Evie...STOP THINKING!!! shesh...

-_-

[kendra_almighty]

Earth is inhabited by STUPID FUCKS! /dies