it's a song.truthunfoldedMarch 18 2005, 04:38:52 UTC
by Brand New, called "mix tape" you like? i like screaming it as loud as i can in my car... but still no one hears me.
don't have guilt trips... i'm sure your past that point. and just not caring anymore. i sorta have.. but then i see little things laying arround like your staightener that can make adorable waves (and even circles) in your hair, still here.. and the scrape book .. that we only got arround to doing the cover to.. and i cry... like i am now. becuase i miss you. and i don't think you care.. i don't think you miss me back at all. and that hurts more..
Alissa i'll never forget you. i love you with all my heart.. i wish you felt the same..
I do feel bad, too bad so I just act mad to cover it up. I dont need Garett trying to help or say anything to me, or anyone else for that matter, I am aware of what i'm doing, i know its not very nice for me not to call you, and i dont want to make you sad, but I'm so sad for making you sad so much so i dont call because i feel so bad about it, thats just me, it may not make sense but its the truth. This isnt me, you're right.... i dont know whats up with me. I want to be around you, I want to answer your calls and call you back, but.. i feel so bad for having you go through all this. Please dont have Garett or anyone saying anything to me, it just makes me feel worse because i have someone else calling out what i do to you.
not to change the subject.... but i was listening to that song today... and im confused at why your being like this allisa, it doesnt seem like you. teresa was like your best friend...
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don't have guilt trips... i'm sure your past that point. and just not caring anymore. i sorta have.. but then i see little things laying arround like your staightener that can make adorable waves (and even circles) in your hair, still here.. and the scrape book .. that we only got arround to doing the cover to.. and i cry... like i am now. becuase i miss you. and i don't think you care.. i don't think you miss me back at all. and that hurts more..
Alissa i'll never forget you. i love you with all my heart.. i wish you felt the same..
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