i just want to be friends with people who don't make fun of me.

but everyone does.

and it hurts.

im alone again

I just decided to join a neuroscience club .. cognitive science and its called "Co-Sign" ha
and a gymnastics club

I like communicating through e-mail rather than talking on the phone
and i like talking on the phone more than texting

I'm in that mood where ( Read more... )

Every time I tell someone what really happened.
I do not feel liberated.

I feel like I just created a horacrux.

That part of my soul has been taken
and given away.

Part of my life
has been transformed

or i just feel guilty.

Im a guilty person.

And youre an indecisive jerk.

I still just want to do good.

I still just want to make a difference.

But at the end of the day,

I just want someone to have kids with
so I can teach them how to rollerblade.

I never thought my UB friends would be so close
while all the kids my age at east
are now so far away.

 I wishmy friends fuckin answered me

by friends
I mean
whatever you guys have become

 so this is what it feels like
to get over someone
with out liking anyone else

weird

its nice only having to care about yourself

If we're not going to create change now, then when? If we are not going to fight the evils in this world. Who will? If we sit there, latently, glazed eyes, what are we saying. Sometimes the resistance to change, the acceptance of status quo, the silence, the indifference, the persistence of nothingness, says more ( Read more... )

Me: My knee is starting to hurt. Any advice? Its never happened before. I got an 84 on my chem quiz, which is an A-.
I really like orgo, its making me want to be a chemical engineer.

Josh: I can show you my sketches when I get home.

Me: ?

Josh: For your knee.

I rollerbladed 28 miles this morning yay!