im so sick of being ditched.
of not being called.
of not being thought of.
of not being invited.

its great to know i mean so much to you.

My summer foods:

popcorn
popsicles/frozen fruit bars
wraps
diet coke (duh)
strawberries

yummmmmy.

Yeah. I know what's going on. It's not in my head. I know I've been betrayed & I can't believe it's taken me till now to see it. I'm back to not trusting. A part of my just zippered closed. Now back to when I had to rip it open ( Read more... )

I actually am a little hurt that X didn't even remember my birthday. X is one of my best friends . . . & Y dosn't call me. Dosn't think to call me. Considering our relationship, that's confusing.

Indifference. Aaah. Will it get me far?

It won't get me a telephone call! thats for sure.

Overall I guess I think it (all of it) just weird. weird

Weird WEIRD

I dono. I kind of feel like I'm in limbo right now or something . . . what they hey. what the hey?

I dono.

2 days of eating (for my birthday) & my hot bod is all ready packing & out the door. Noooo hot bod stay with me a little longer! I promise I will work out!

Ho hum.

Life is crazy.

This isn't easy for me. You've just made it better by being you. Thank you.

Uuuuugggghhh I feel like I skipped childhood or something, & was just THRUST into something running as fast as a whirlpool & as powerful as a tidal wave. I HATE losing control of things. Did I? Why did I? What the fuck. Give yourself credit, Minnie. Keep it together.

Ugh my contacts are sticking to my eyes. Fuck you, marijuana.

Maybe survival, in itself

is success.