I want too much.

Please just let me make it. 1 down, 2 to go.

Please.

Why is everyone being so fucking pretentious?

I can't believe I have to resort to making up faces that are saying what I want to hear.

I'm scared & you don't care. I was there for you. I'm so tired & I can't sleep. I'm so screwed but I can't study. I'm a mess but I can't cry. Now matter how hard I try, you're always judging me. I want to fall apart. I want to be okay.

God I want to $%#&#$^* my sister.

As for someone, listen man, Fuck you. I figured you out. You're a fake. You pride yourself on something inside, on being full & deep with some sort of ultimate knowing. You think you can pardon yourself. But you can't. You're fucking scared. Screw you.

WHY IS JET SUCH AN AMAZING BAND?!?!?!

I don't feel comfortable around some people. Addressing this someone who has confused me and been on my mind lately, I guess it's okay now. I don't feel nearly as comfortable around you anymore. I'm not anyone different than what you've seen. Getting to know someone better should bring people closer, not drive them away and confuse them more. ( Read more... )

optimism/positivity gets me nowhere. its a false pretense for comfort. it only fucks me over.

No one is ever going to love me or call me because they just want to hear my voice ( Read more... )

I'm not enjoying my life anymore
I want to just cry

I guess I can't change where I'm going.