even my brother thinks that i don't have the guts to leave this town.

i'm thinking about the last thing anyone would ever possibly imagine and it's driving me absolutely insane.

i am so used to just floating along, i've forgotten how to make things happen for myself and jeopardized my entire future as a result.

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lately, time is backwards, i don't even know what day it is until i make a concious effort to find out. ever since you died i can't wrap my mind around much else, nothing really seems important anymore. walking through work, the empty shells of all your jokes are around every corner and they are sticking in my mind like a fly in a spiderweb. ever ( Read more... )

since everything in my life apparently likes to break all at once... someone buy me an ipod and a new car. thanks.

A woman in a hot air balloon realized she was lost. She lowered her ( Read more... )

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i hope my friends have my back cause i'm feeling pretty weak. some of you may know that recently i had a falling out with someone that was a looooong time coming (and i'm straight with that.) however, in the wake of this argument, the book had closed on an ongoing investigation at work and this person just so happened to lose their job as well. in ( Read more... )

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