reality bites..
This is not the end
This is not the beginning,
Just a voice like a riot
Rocking every revision
But you listen to the tone
And the violet rhythm
Though the words sound steady
Something empty's within 'em
so everyone. im moving out of WA.
some day i'll visit again, but hopefully i can see everyone here once and a while before friendships truly fade away like a great dream you just had but can't remember..
We say Yeah!
With fists flying up in the air
Like we're holding onto something
Thats invisible there,
Cuz we're living at the mercy of
The pain and the fear
Until we dead it, Forget it,
Let it all disappear.
I let my work know and my apartment lease is at the end of this year.. so its not just words, there's action behind all my thoughts.
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control....
This will probably make some people sad and maybe even happy, but it has to be done. It has started and I'm not going to stop it. I hope the best for everyone.
Flying at the speed of light
Thoughts we're spinning in my head
So many things were left unsaid
It's hard to let you go...
I'll miss you all...
snowboarding, snow, peco pit, viet sandwich @ jackson & rainer, hardcore saves the world, anime cons, raves, every nw friend ive made.
the day of my birth just past, i went to vegas. and it was the best time of my life. like a dream that you never want to wake up to..
like a really good dream that when you wake up, you try to fall a sleep again just to be there again.
I know what it takes to move on,
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
a week prior to my birthday, fallon ended it. thats probably not new to most of ya, but either way it still sux.
Sitting in an empty room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last,
I wish it wasn't so...
my birthday was suppose to be the start of the holidays.. but i think this year it's more than that.
I use to get paid holiday for columbus day which is this coming monday. now i dont. so fuck you new company.
im looking for a replacement. another me for my company. I have to train them to do what i do.. sleep, eat, do the work that a normal person does in a month in one week, and sleep more. but seriously if theres a programmer out there living near fort lewis, please let me know. I got a job for you. and a finders bonus for me..
which will help me pay for the big move :/
i got the G2 tmobile phone. so much better, so so so much fucking better than my last phone. ... just saying. motorola cliq suck balls.
I know how it feels to lie,
All I wanna do
Is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
why do people keep lying when in all actuality i dont care anymore. sometimes i like to hear peoples lies just to know they are lying. is that weird?
i'll take what i can with me to where im going, but in the end i'll still loose what i want the most.
What was left when that fire was gone?
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
All caught up in the eye of the storm
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
And i don't even know what kind of things I've said
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead
So, picking up the pieces, now where to begin?
The hardest part of ending Is starting again!!
I'll be going back to my dream now...