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tryin2makeit

The Feelings of a Man Who Has Just Given Up On Everything.

Jun 07, 2005 10:52

Have you ever really wished for something. I think I have in the past before, I came to the great state of South Carolina. But ever since that fatal day, I've been wishing, hoping, praying, about many things. And as I sit back and reflect very few of my wishes, prayers, and hopes have to come to pass. I guess I am just one of those poor unlucky ( Read more... )

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Kyle... kttheirishspaz June 7 2005, 17:44:49 UTC

hi Kyle,
when i read this, all i could think was that i know exactly how you feel. And i know that right now you're thinking, "there's no way she can know, she doesnt even know me that well." But i have to tell you, i've been in exactly this situation and so has my brother who has actually been dealing with depression for a really long time and so ive been exposed to it for a good portion of my life. Not too long ago i was feeling so much like this that i actually hurt myself, and i just wanted you to know this because i want you to see that i do know what you're going through, tho not down to every detail, but i can still help you if you need it. And i know you know you do. My phone is always on and even though we werent best friends before you left, im always willing to help someone who needs it, especially when i think i can really relate. I know you're probably thinking that you'd rather talk to someone you've known longer, or better, but if you ever change you're mind...you can always call me.
<333Katie McGraw (575-9158)

Re: Kyle... spruiell June 8 2005, 01:28:30 UTC

You know exactly who this is Kyle. I don't even have to say it. I'm here to say that you know my number nigga so what's the deal. Truthfully, I've never really told anyone this, but, I've been semi-depressed this year. It was one thing after another. My extended family is falling apart. My mom fought off leukemia and almost divorced my dad. Usually, I can count on you to be here to help me carry the burden but you ain't here. That makes it 10 million times worse. So, like Katie, I know how you feel. I get those suicidal tendencies but you gotta summon up the strength to fight them. You have to realize that there are people up here that really are trying to figure out a way to put things back the way they were. I'm one of them. So, you are coming up here this summer. That is a promise. I will do whatever I can to get you up here and happy. Two conditions..we get some, and no Charlie. Fuck him. Tell you later

Spruiell (373-7785, 460-7414, You know where your boys at)

anonymous June 9 2005, 03:56:54 UTC

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<3 anonymous June 10 2005, 13:33:57 UTC

kyle forbes
it very sad for me to sit here and read this. you are one of my very good friends and i loved (and of course still do a lot) you soooooo much. wed always talk on the phone and just chill. remember when you came down when u were on spring break and i saw u where u used to sit in school and i COMPLETELY like FROZE?! that was crazy! i was so freaking excited and i gave u a big hug and like couldnt let go. and we went chorus and chillled and to tropical smoothieeee and watched tennis wit alex...and me n DICKFACE became friends again for a little. now he is gay and seriously needs to go fuck himself. but anyways...we always have good times and you always make me feel so good about myself!!! [despite what i say about u sayin in like 7th grade n stuff ;)] KYLE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! you need to come home. i dont want you to be sad. just know that everyone here still cares and thinks about you! they really do. i love you so much. call meeee! <33xoxooo morgannn

Thank You tryin2makeit June 12 2005, 16:02:05 UTC

I want to take this time to thank everyone who commented on this entry. Thanks to you, and some time I spent alone just tryin to put my life into perspective, I am doing alot better. This little stage I was going through is gone, never to return again. Thank you again. Also a special thanks to Morgan, since you said I never respond to you when you comment. Be Easy everybody.

Re: Thank You tryin2makeit June 14 2005, 22:02:20 UTC

youre supposed to respond because u WANT to not cuz i want you to whore. i love you <33 bye bye -moooooooorgan

Re: Thank You am4z1ng June 15 2005, 15:35:14 UTC

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