I care, and I did make several calls to talk to you and be supportive. I also told you not to make someone else's tradgedy about you. This seemed to upset you. I can understand that. It upsets everyone I've ever said it to. But, saying it is the right thing to do.
Jaylee, I do care about you. And I would like to continue being friends. But, like I said before, I'll work on your schedule. Call me if you want someone to talk to.
Honey, you've got to take a different approach. You've got to stop being so defensive so quick, for your benefit. You've got to learn to listen and you've got to learn to be absoulutly happy with or without people. That includes Janelle and Jared and parents and everything. Happiness is found in yourself. No person can deliever it or take it away (inless you let them). Life isn't easy for anyone, your's is tougher than some but it isn't that bad. No matter what people do or don't know about it. It could always be worse. You know that thought. Your not dumb
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donya. this is my approach: i am upfront. i will not talk about you behind your back. i will not lie to you. i will not sugarcoat things. i will admit when i'm wrong and you're right. i'll tell you when you're wrong and i'm right. yes, this makes me a class A bitch. but for years people ran all over me. i'd rather have a few friends who accept me for who i am and give me respect like i give them than tons of friends who would use me whenever they could
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Jaylee your never wrong. And if you are you know you would never ever admit it. It is very sad you have to be negative outwards to feel good about yourself. That is called being insecure. Get a life cuz you little life is a sad one.
Could you take this entry off here? Or block it from people other than friends. I just don't want to Christy to see this because, after i thought about it, you said some pretty brutal stuff and no one needs to hear that. She doesn't deserve it. You touched on some really sensitive issues and they aren't true. ANd if anything you are no one to talk about treating people like shit. THe more i think about it the more i just get angry. SO please for the sake of someone else just block this.
jaylee created a hard copy to give to kathryn at school in order to ensure kathryn reads it. therefore i find it inevitable that christy reads the letter eventually. things so controversial arent usually kept secret in that group of friends.
Everything you said about Christy and her mom is not true, and you know it. No one agrees with their parents all the time, but she certainly does not treat her like shit or act like it doesn't upset her. And if you don't see that, then maybe you haven't been spending time with Christy. Oh, wait... you haven't.
And don't try and call it a not-bashing-Christy letter if you're going to bash Christy.
And when writing a letter to Kathryn, call me crazy, but I usually write it and give it to Kathryn instead of posting it online and printing her a copy.
I know we've never really been the best of friends, and you probably don't even like me anymore, and for whatever I did, I am sorry, and I've told you that already, but is this really necessary? Just because you don't like someone does not mean you have to publically humiliate them.
first of all dee - apparently you are blind because it does happen. true - i have not spent a great deal of time with christy - but the times i have i have seen that. grant you, not every time, but the majority. secondly - janelle has and she can give you quite a few examples - ask her. oh wait...you don't even talk to her anymore. my bad.
like it matters if i gave kathryn a hard copy anyway - y'all would all read it within 24 hours anyway. this way yall have the advantage of commenting back.
you're right - i don't like you anymore. i've tried to carry on conversations with you in chemisty - quite a bit actually. but i eventually give up because you reply then ignore me again. maybe i never truly liked you - but at least i know i put up an attempt to be nice and cordial and decent.
and just because you don't like someone doesn't mean you talk about them behind their back - at least i'm upfront about it.
Sweet jebus, Jaylee! How many more times are you going to post entries about how you have the absolute worst life in the world? Maybe you have multiple personalities, and within the past six months each one has gone off the deep end. I don't know. I will tell you that I am sick and tired of the hypocrisy and the oh-woe-is-me-crap. I am truly not comprehending how the hell you can criticize Christine Steadman the way you did. If you think it's so simple to adapt to WATCHING YOUR MOTHER DIE, then why can't you and Janelle adapt to us (me, Kathryn, Christy, Dee) not liking y'all anymore? Frankly, if you died tomorrow, you'd be lucky if you could count the number of people who will truly miss you on one hand. I will continue to ponder your Narcissism while you live up to your defensive entity and conjure up 5 people who claim to care about you. Good luck with that. -Guess who-
never did i say i had the 'absolute worst life in the world.' these past few years have been very hard for me - true. but even i know that there are people in worse conditions. i don't have multiple personalitites, but i do think i have a personality disorder. it has no effect on my feelings towards this at all. how am i being hypocritical? please tell me. i'm sure you can't comprehend. i don't know why you can't, but i knew when i wrote this post that yall wouldn't understand. maybe thats because shes only had sex with janelle's boyfriends - not yours. why don't you ponder that? i'm not saying that living with someone with MS and that person being your mom and watching her die is easy - i'm just saying she doesn't act like she cares much as long as she gets what she wants. Never before now did i not like yall [you,kat, or dee]. true i did dislike christy a lot. i may have even hated her. but i never disliked yall. even when yall weren't talking to me anymore i'd tell janelle i missed hanging out with yall and doing the dumb stuff we
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Jaylee, I do care about you. And I would like to continue being friends. But, like I said before, I'll work on your schedule. Call me if you want someone to talk to.
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unfortunately, you are one of the last people i'd call.
yeah - i guess you could say it upset me just a bit.
-jaylee
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It is very sad you have to be negative outwards to feel good about yourself. That is called being insecure. Get a life cuz you little life is a sad one.
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THe more i think about it the more i just get angry.
SO please for the sake of someone else just block this.
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therefore i find it inevitable that christy reads the letter eventually. things so controversial arent usually kept secret in that group of friends.
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And don't try and call it a not-bashing-Christy letter if you're going to bash Christy.
And when writing a letter to Kathryn, call me crazy, but I usually write it and give it to Kathryn instead of posting it online and printing her a copy.
I know we've never really been the best of friends, and you probably don't even like me anymore, and for whatever I did, I am sorry, and I've told you that already, but is this really necessary? Just because you don't like someone does not mean you have to publically humiliate them.
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like it matters if i gave kathryn a hard copy anyway - y'all would all read it within 24 hours anyway. this way yall have the advantage of commenting back.
you're right - i don't like you anymore. i've tried to carry on conversations with you in chemisty - quite a bit actually. but i eventually give up because you reply then ignore me again. maybe i never truly liked you - but at least i know i put up an attempt to be nice and cordial and decent.
and just because you don't like someone doesn't mean you talk about them behind their back - at least i'm upfront about it.
-jaylee
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apparently you didn't notice i wasn't at school today to give a hardcopy to kathryn.
-jaylee
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