I feel unsettled. Every once in awhile I feel like I'm living inside my own head. These past few weeks have cut me off from the rest of the world. With rehearsal for David and Lisa every single waking moment, and then hellweek, then the show, then the cast party, I felt like I was on vacation for a month. And then this week there was just a lot ( Read more... )

[Enter bit about so much happening, feeling guilty about not updating, etc ( Read more... )

1. The phone rings. What's your ring tone ( Read more... )

My head is full of lots of thoughts. But for now ( Read more... )

That I am wasting away here. Ever since I got back, I've been completely unmotivated, horrifically lazy, and exhausted 24/7. I've seen a bunch of my friends, and I have gone out a bunch, but mostly I just sit on the computer and watch TV. I hate it. I'm coming from a place of constant activity and stimulation, and I get back here and I feel like I' ( Read more... )

I just re-read... I can't believe that's the last time I updated. I read everything from the night preceeding my departure when I was nervous and anxious, up until a week and a half or so ago when I was a few days before the conclusion. I tried desperately to find time in the in the final few days to update my journal to document how I was feeling ( Read more... )

that Bito didn't steal anything from my room. Yet. But he's going to get me back soon. Sometimes we steal crap from each other's rooms (Mostly me) and I got him so bad on Sunday by stealing his mattress and covers and shit, and scraping ALL his crap off his floor and putting in my room. It was hilarious. He's planning to get me back so bad. And he ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )

I spent all day convinced it was Thursday. Like, SO COMMITTED. And it's Wednesday. And it was crazy cuz I was lamenting how the 3rd week is almost over, but now we still have a week and a half left! Crazy ( Read more... )

So we presented the 3 minute plays we wrote, and I was so ridiccccc nervous. I realized that I can't be a playwright, because I was so nervous about this little shindig, what if I had like... a real play opening in like.. a real theater. Hah. Anyway, mine was first, and people were so, so supportive and it was really nice ( Read more... )