like a clown I put on a show ( Read more... )

OMG...I'm so disappointed in myself. I sucked so badly at my karate test last night. We had to do our katas twice b/c the first one wasn't done with energy and the second one I fucked up. Mumphf! I cried on Jenny when I got back to my house. I screwed up and my grandparents, Lauren, Jess, Missie and Liz were there to see it. But apparently ( Read more... )

So all my friends hate me now. Because I decided not to make things worse. Because I needed to be honest about my feelings. It's better than dragging things out and not being honest. Well, if you are going to hate me over that, then I guess you are not worth being friends with in the first place.

I am an asshole. I really need to be shot. Any takers?

So, this weekend was supposed to be memorable, in a way that didn't happen. Being a year since we met, I thought this weekend was going to blow some serious ass. But it was just the opposite ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a dream that really puts things into place? Well, I had one of those this morning. And now things are starting to make sense. And I know now that everything will be ok. Except the fact that I have no idea what my RA drunk, naked in bed and making out with me means!

Sorry about the scare yesterday guys. My mind was playing tricks on me. I'm gay and loving it and no boy will ever change that. Girls are for me!

It's also really late and I'm completely awake. Grrr...

So I don't think that I've updating on my PRK surgery yet. It went well. It took a total of like 10 mintues...if that. They either forgot to offer me Valium or didn't think I needed it when I got there so I was a bit on edge when I went in the "OR." I had to wear a hair net type thing...I felt like a high school lunch monitor. They put drops ( Read more... )

Too bad more people don't feel this way 'bout me...

Ok...I guess that's enough for tonight.

My outfit for Glam Slam...

But that's a boy...