Tired like hell
This time has come again... I am tired like hell, with no strength to do anything. All I would do is to sleep and sleep and then sleep some more. I am pumping tons of caffeine and it doesn't help. Today my friend asked me if I have something in my daily schedule what can make me so tired. Well... My work requires a focus, real hard one, constant for 8 hours a day. But this is normal, nothing extraordinary... Then I am resting. I am really doing nothing, visiting my mum, coming home, writing/reading/watching something and I am going to sleep decently... Then why am I so damn sleepy and tired all the time!?
I was thinking about the question I mentioned before and I think I found an answer. I am an owl. Time when I am focused the most, when I can do the best things is night. The most perfect period for my sleep is 3 AM-10 AM. And yet I have to sleep around 10 PM, getting up around 6:30 AM. I am living like that for practically all my life and I can't get used to that. I don't think I will. Then, Saturdays. It's the only day of the week I can have my beloved Japanese classes (because of work and other responsibilities I have). It's in the morning as well, making it the sixth day of getting up woken up by alarm... The only day I can sleep in is Sunday... For me it's not enough...
And even if I love my classes so damn very much, thoughts I should resign to rest more properly hit me from time to time. Like today...
I think I need to sleep with this problem xD
I was thinking about the question I mentioned before and I think I found an answer. I am an owl. Time when I am focused the most, when I can do the best things is night. The most perfect period for my sleep is 3 AM-10 AM. And yet I have to sleep around 10 PM, getting up around 6:30 AM. I am living like that for practically all my life and I can't get used to that. I don't think I will. Then, Saturdays. It's the only day of the week I can have my beloved Japanese classes (because of work and other responsibilities I have). It's in the morning as well, making it the sixth day of getting up woken up by alarm... The only day I can sleep in is Sunday... For me it's not enough...
And even if I love my classes so damn very much, thoughts I should resign to rest more properly hit me from time to time. Like today...
I think I need to sleep with this problem xD