Starting anew...

[tsuchi8562]

As many of you probably know, I moved away from my home to the capital city two days ago and tomorrow I am officially starting new job. This was a very difficult decision for me but I had no other choice to make it. I love my home city but as much as it's pretty, salaries are way too small to live normally. So I had a choice: stay there, earn not enough to survive the month, not mentioning getting my own apartment or move to capital and have a decent life with possibility to get twice as much as in my home city. There was no other option but to move.

I hate the capital, for me it's way too big, too new and too outlandish. No matter when you want to go it's always far away. People don't seem to be kind and polite, they are closed tight in their shells and doesn't care about anything. I never liked this city and even though it has it's good sides (good sushi places and other restaurants, cinemas, bigger salaries etc.) I am not that happy that life made me live and work here. I think this feelings and thoughts will pass with time but at this moment I am trying to settle down. I won't deny that it's going not so well but on the other hand it's been only two days and I didn't go to work yet.

I had so many things to write in here but somehow they disappeared and all that left is tiredness... So I will take some rest...