I missed them so much
Just random thought...
As few of you know I watch Arashi's shows/PVs/performances etc. only with my friend syunikiss1990 because it is more fun that watching it alone. We're doing it for a long time now and even though RL is busy like hell and one of us doesn't have time or just doesn't feel well enough we watch together. Even with a delay.
Recently we weren't able to watch Arashi's shows for quite a while both because of our busy schedules and some problems with our favorite community and something hit me really hard...I know it's obvious and nothing new but somehow it knocked me down and overwhelmed me from scratch... I miss them. I seriously miss our five handsome, crazy, adorkable boys so damn much it hurt when I realized. I felt a physical pain when I watched them just because I missed them so damn much. It made me find out again (for like millionth time) how much I love those guys and how important they are to me.
Yes, it sounds like scribble of psycho-fangirl who is obsessed but... you see me caring? I know what they mean to me, I know to some it may be bit too extreme but it's not my problem.
As few of you know I watch Arashi's shows/PVs/performances etc. only with my friend syunikiss1990 because it is more fun that watching it alone. We're doing it for a long time now and even though RL is busy like hell and one of us doesn't have time or just doesn't feel well enough we watch together. Even with a delay.
Recently we weren't able to watch Arashi's shows for quite a while both because of our busy schedules and some problems with our favorite community and something hit me really hard...I know it's obvious and nothing new but somehow it knocked me down and overwhelmed me from scratch... I miss them. I seriously miss our five handsome, crazy, adorkable boys so damn much it hurt when I realized. I felt a physical pain when I watched them just because I missed them so damn much. It made me find out again (for like millionth time) how much I love those guys and how important they are to me.
Yes, it sounds like scribble of psycho-fangirl who is obsessed but... you see me caring? I know what they mean to me, I know to some it may be bit too extreme but it's not my problem.
